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Neko

12/1/25 - 4:48 A.M. ☥

i haven't done a lot today, nothing noteworthy, but i did come across a few resources for pagans and wiccans, which i'll link later when i find them again. everything's been pretty boring up until i began working on this site a few hours ago, not that i've done anything extremely elaborate for this yet. i'll probably mess around with this a bit more tomorrow.

i'm getting tired. i've been listening to the same wav file for at least an hour. it's a seamless loop, really, but the short delay between loops annoys me to no end. it'll be difficult to fix, considering i don't have a web player or some other way to control the music's startpoint/endpoint. oh well. maybe i'll find a fix for it later if i'm particularly bored and nothing else seems to hit right.

i'm wondering what else i should put here. i didn't really have a set thing in mind, i just thought this would be a fun way to learn html properly. i've forced myself to learn a lot in one day, but it's a lot different from the c# and python that i typically use. i really do need to keep at this if i want to learn anything that'll last. it'd be fun to do something with javascript here, but i've noticed that a lot of modern browsers have many javascript functions autodisabled because of constant abuse. how sad.

i don't know how much longer i can stay up. i'm seeing black dots in the corner of my vision and it's pretty much a given that that's not healthy. i'll most likely fall asleep at my desk again.

having an online diary is fun! i like the thought that i can yap as i want to, even if it's just to the void. :)

12/1/25 - 6:37 P.M. ☥

i woke up at 12, which is surprising considering i didn't go to sleep until 6:30 in the morning. thump joked that i'd be asleep until 5 am tomorrow, and honestly i'm also kind of surprised things didn't work out that way. with the way things have been going, i should have been asleep much earlier. i guess i tend not to feel tired when i enjoy what i'm doing. i did fall asleep at my desk of course, but that's only natural at this point.

i've been doing stuff for this website all day! not that i mind though. it's been pretty fun, i've got a new live chat client all throughout my pages except for this one. i don't think i'll add it here, i like keeping this simple.

-- 9:12 P.M. update!! i got bored so i came back again. i'm proud of the little bit of progress i've made so far. i don't have anything centered at all or anything fancy but i didn't know a single line of html before this so i'm very proud of myself! i'm a step closer to where i want to be!

i don't know if there's much more i can say here, today's been pretty boring. i doubt many people are going to be seeing this but i don't mind, this is mostly for myself anyways.

i should set up my about me and the webring tomorrow. the webring will be a little difficult - traditionally it'd have dozens of pages from dozens of different people, but this is going to be entirely self-hosted, maybe with a few pages coming from thump if he's got something he wants to share. i don't know what all it'll contain just yet.

i'll try to find some time to set the webring up this week. it'll be full of embeds to the wildest things i've found on both today's web and scouring multiple archives. there's a lot to sort through.

13/1/25 - 10:22 P.M. ☥

i did close to nothing today, but i did learn the hard way that it really isn't best to visit any pastebin link on a public, monitored network. whoops.

on a good note, i'm finally starting to get around to sorting out all of my webring links! it's pretty fun to me. i'm missing only one of the links so far, but it's something that's fairly common, and would be easy to find. something else that i'm missing is not as easy to find, granted i never actually had a copy properly archived in the first place.

i'm looking for a copy of sad satan that used to exist on reddit 9 years ago, blindstark's version. i can't find a copy anywhere, and i think it'd be interesting to have it archived here. for clarity, this is the clean version, meaning all gore and otherwise shocking or illegal material has been replaced with clean and innocuous pictures instead.

if you have information or a copy of blindstark's sad satan, please contact me at vampyr@svk.jp.

-- 10:45 P.M. update!! PLEASE do not contact me with zk's version. i'm actively trying to avoid it. i will not be referencing anything to do with zk's version in my webring. that version is much too easy to find on the clear web, and it disgusts me. i want nothing to do with the original content of zk's sad satan, much less any of the g1-5 images. please do not contact me if that's all you have to offer me.